all i do is smoke and binge eat while watching porn every day while the girl i love’s boyfriend won’t even have sex with her. i’m so unlovable. i will never know the feeling of having a beautiful and beloved girl love me. i feel like i will just die lonely and frustrated. i feel cursed by my existence, why was i given this body? this face? why was i given this personality? why can i never moderate myself or achieve any of my goals? i’ve done nothing but smoke, drink, masturbate and watch videos
all i do is smoke and binge eat while watching porn every day while the girl i love’s boyfriend won’t even have sex with her. i’m so unlovable. i will never know the feeling of having a beautiful and beloved girl love me. i feel like i will just die lonely and frustrated. i feel cursed by my existence, why was i given this body? this face? why was i given this personality? why can i never moderate myself or achieve any of my goals? i’ve done nothing but smoke, drink, masturbate and watch videos
i always catch every drop of cum also i hate to wate a good cum. it taste so good !!